Emerge Conference KL starts today! I'll be away for 2 weeks plus. After Emerge, I'll be off to Seremban for NSCFL Camp and then the next day to Cheng Du. Phew! Got to pack and wash my clothes like crazy. And I can only catch New Moon on the 8 Dec -.- Till then!

My whole life is a love story, the Greatest, most Romantic love story ever actually. This love is not something I must struggle for, earn, or fear to lose. It is bestowed. And nothing can separate me from His love, not even myself. I am the beauty of the story, and guess who's the Hero?

God the Romancer

"Every song you love, every memory you cherish, every moment that has moved you to holy tears has been given to you from the One who has been pursuing you from your first breath in order to win your heart. God's version of flowers and chocolates and candlelight dinners comes in the form of sunsets and falling stars, moonlight on lakes and cricket symphonies; warm wind, swaying trees, lush gardens, and fierce devotion."

I HAVE to say this: Clay Aiken is SO hotxD Seriously! With his brown hair and eyes. Just his whole new image. My heart can jump right out from its cavity at the sight of him. But I think that's an understatement. I can have a serious heart attack okay. Geeee:P Although he's gay and all(no?), i don't care. Geeeeeeee.

On the fence..

Today, two ICOM(International College Of Music) guys came to our school. Me and Daniel were the only Form4s there! The rest were Form 3s. So weird. Anyway, they explained to us careers available in the music industry and the programmes available. At first Daniel was the only one who went up to enquire:O and then I summoned my courage and went to talk to one of the guys. Asked bout some of the courses and chatted with him. Turns out he knows Patrick Leong and some other musicians from DUMC. so cool:)

So right now I'm sitting on the fence about which college I should choose. UCSI(Sedaya) is kinda new with the music programmes and doesn't specialize in music. ICOM has this BTP(Berklee Transfer Program) and they're specialized in contemporary music. UCSI program fees is cheaper I think compared to ICOM. But the downside to both is that they're both so far away! UCSI is in Cheras and ICOM is in Setapak -.-

And I still need to convince my father. He thinks I should do a professional course e.g. accounting, medicine first and then if I still want to, I can go for music later. But the problem is I don't like-no wait, I don't have the interest in medicine, or accounting, or business, or stuff like that. Feeling my dilemma here? Gee.

Okay, now about my results. I got the same average marks and position in class as mid-term! Not really happy bout it but, but, I thank God that at least I'm able to maintain my average. Improved drastically in Chemistry but also worsened drastically in Sejarah:( Overall, I'm satisfied:)

IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA RESPECT ME, I'M NOT GONNA RESPECT YOU EITHER.

Saturday

Okay. After CG, we went to McDs opposite church across the highway. And then it rained!! And so we were, um, STRANDED. And guess what we decided to do? (we were already running late for celebration) The girls just took of their flats/heels and simply ran to the nearest shade. Thank God we were able to borrow an umbrella so we didn't have to get wet further. What an adventure huh? A lesson definitely learned.

Crappy teenage phase. I hate this. I hate now. That's why I bought this book.


I need assurance. I need to know that I'm beautiful. I need to know that I'm loved. Quoting from the book: "...every woman in her heart of hearts longs for three things:to be romanced, to play an irreplaceable role in a great adventure, and to unveil beauty."

Sometimes when things get tough, I tell myself nothing is permanent. No situation is gonna last forever. It will soon pass in no time. Helps take the edge off anything. You should try it too :)